Exam days never stays..
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ I fucking hate exams. Poly sucks. Every fking less than half a year and we get exams. Not to mention stupid common tests and projects here and there. Sucks that I can literally waste weeks away without studying a single bit. This is fucking ridiculous man. Why do I hate studying so much? Fked up shit really.
Sorry to everyone whom I chose not to come out with because I wanted to stay home and "study". Yes, you all guessed it right, I didn't study 1 bit at all and I'm fking pissed with myself yet I still don't make the effort to study. Is it because I've given up? Where can I go to in the future with my past semesters' results? Why have I lost so much interest in studies? Wtf happened to me? Is there anything else I can do besides studying at this part of my life? Surprisingly I always think abt my future when it comes to exam period. I can't wait for this exam period to pass. Seriously, I'm 50% regretting that I chose poly. Maybe I could have gone to JC instead but who's to say that I can handle the workload there. At least there only got 2 exams I need to work hard for: year 1 promos and A lvls. Poly fking needs 6 exams that counts into your diploma result sheet with common tests, endless projects blah blah blah. Maybe, just maybe I should have gone to army first cos I heard that when you are in the army, you would be glad to be studying instead. Ok fuck the "maybes" and just get on with life man.
Well I need someone to REALLY accompany me to study. Past tries have been disastrous. Either we ended up talking or playing or just plain wasting time but right now I think wasting time outside will be better than rotting at home while trying to study, unsuccessfully.
Oh ya before I forget, Happy Valentine's Day. Sucks that I have to spend V Day with books and notes and tutorials. Not that I got a valentine date though =)
Sorry to everyone whom I chose not to come out with because I wanted to stay home and "study". Yes, you all guessed it right, I didn't study 1 bit at all and I'm fking pissed with myself yet I still don't make the effort to study. Is it because I've given up? Where can I go to in the future with my past semesters' results? Why have I lost so much interest in studies? Wtf happened to me? Is there anything else I can do besides studying at this part of my life? Surprisingly I always think abt my future when it comes to exam period. I can't wait for this exam period to pass. Seriously, I'm 50% regretting that I chose poly. Maybe I could have gone to JC instead but who's to say that I can handle the workload there. At least there only got 2 exams I need to work hard for: year 1 promos and A lvls. Poly fking needs 6 exams that counts into your diploma result sheet with common tests, endless projects blah blah blah. Maybe, just maybe I should have gone to army first cos I heard that when you are in the army, you would be glad to be studying instead. Ok fuck the "maybes" and just get on with life man.
Well I need someone to REALLY accompany me to study. Past tries have been disastrous. Either we ended up talking or playing or just plain wasting time but right now I think wasting time outside will be better than rotting at home while trying to study, unsuccessfully.
Oh ya before I forget, Happy Valentine's Day. Sucks that I have to spend V Day with books and notes and tutorials. Not that I got a valentine date though =)
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