I'm back
I decided it's time for me to re-open my blog to the public. Since I'm going into solitary/isolation mode for the majority of the coming days, I guess blogging is my only way to stay connected with the outside world since I hardly talk on MSN. However, I still don't think I am able to maintain a steady daily or even weekly update of my blog. Probably still gonna update as and when I like.
People who used to visit my blog should know that I kinda always blog during exam periods because of stress and stuff but rest assured this is NOT a shouting entry to relieve stress. I already told myself that I ain't gonna give myself a chance or reason to complain this time round [ which means I'm gonna study =) ] I dare not guarantee but I will definitely try.
Life has been full of ups and downs recently. Last weekend was probably 1 of the craziest weekends ever. I will remember it. I actually got lots of feelings about that issue that I wanna write here but on 2nd thoughts, I guess it's better that I tell them to you directly since they are kinda private. I know you will read this so talk to me when you see this.
Ok what else? Yes exams. Exams are coming up. I will study even though I still got a bit of that "it's hard to have the motivation to study when you know you are not applicable to any local universities (except maybe SIM) because of your past semesters' GPA and that right here right now, I'm stucked in Ngee Ann Poly for 1 more year (while others are happily going or preparing for their IAP/OIAP and that I still have to study for 2 more semesters AND graduate 1 sem later than the rest. God knows how I'll feel on "Grad Day" ) before I can get my diploma. I can't leave right now because that will mean I wasted 2 years + of my life and money and end up with nothing." mindset inside me. If you were me, I bet you also cannot erase that feeling totally. It sucks I know but trust me, I'm really trying to suppress it and going ahead with studying.
Time flies so fast. Almost way too fast. I guess I should go for another holiday after my exams. For some reason, I just love Changi Airport. Everytime I'm there I always have this feeling that I'm somehow connected to the world. At least I can watch the world go by when I'm there.
I don't know if I have missed out anything that I wanted to blog but I just had the sudden feeling to blog and this came out. Might update later.
Anyway, good luck to everyone who are also preparing for the exams.
People who used to visit my blog should know that I kinda always blog during exam periods because of stress and stuff but rest assured this is NOT a shouting entry to relieve stress. I already told myself that I ain't gonna give myself a chance or reason to complain this time round [ which means I'm gonna study =) ] I dare not guarantee but I will definitely try.
Life has been full of ups and downs recently. Last weekend was probably 1 of the craziest weekends ever. I will remember it. I actually got lots of feelings about that issue that I wanna write here but on 2nd thoughts, I guess it's better that I tell them to you directly since they are kinda private. I know you will read this so talk to me when you see this.
Ok what else? Yes exams. Exams are coming up. I will study even though I still got a bit of that "it's hard to have the motivation to study when you know you are not applicable to any local universities (except maybe SIM) because of your past semesters' GPA and that right here right now, I'm stucked in Ngee Ann Poly for 1 more year (while others are happily going or preparing for their IAP/OIAP and that I still have to study for 2 more semesters AND graduate 1 sem later than the rest. God knows how I'll feel on "Grad Day" ) before I can get my diploma. I can't leave right now because that will mean I wasted 2 years + of my life and money and end up with nothing." mindset inside me. If you were me, I bet you also cannot erase that feeling totally. It sucks I know but trust me, I'm really trying to suppress it and going ahead with studying.
Time flies so fast. Almost way too fast. I guess I should go for another holiday after my exams. For some reason, I just love Changi Airport. Everytime I'm there I always have this feeling that I'm somehow connected to the world. At least I can watch the world go by when I'm there.
I don't know if I have missed out anything that I wanted to blog but I just had the sudden feeling to blog and this came out. Might update later.
Anyway, good luck to everyone who are also preparing for the exams.
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