AAA: Pass or Fail?
Just had my AAA paper yesterday. I guess I'm screwed. I might fail the paper. Seeing that everyone kept saying the paper was unexpectedly easy doesn't help.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I DON'T WANNA FUCKING FAIL AAA OR ANY MODULES. The moment I saw the AAA paper I almost fucked out. Wtf 17 fucking formulas to remember?! I ended up forgetting 1 of the formulas for 1 part. During the exam, I stoned for like what 45 mins? If it wasn't for a toilet break, I probably would have died in there. During the 45 mins I was thinking of how I screwed up my poly life, especially this semester. This semester for ALL the modules, I know ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. I DIDN'T DO A SINGLE TUTORIAL AT ALL. I DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO LISTEN IN CLASS. I SKIPPED A RECORD AMOUNT OF LECTURES. Seriously, I'm thinking of quitting the poly if I fail anymore modules. I've had enough shit. Studies just really might not be meant for me. Call me lazy or whatever. You can say I'm actually smart or something I don't know. I just don't like studying. The interest in studying, if it was even there at first, is gone. Maybe it's the modules, maybe it's the environment I don't know. Then again, even if I quit studying, what can I do? Become some ah beng? No fucking way. Really, what can I do with just an O lvl cert? JC is a strict no. Ok maybe JC can but I doubt they'll take me. Taking another course in year 1 like Ace would mean wasting 1 more year which is another 'NO' to me. Anyway, not particularly referring to anybody, just that I think poly life is too single-minded. Too much shit going around everywhere that sometimes or even most of the times, I can't be myself. I can only be myself to people I can click with and there are only like a handful of them around.
My best shot now is to try to do as well as possible for the remaining papers and see how I fare with them. Even that is a chore for me. I just wasted the entire friday and saturday not studying a single thing. Can you believe I put basketball and games in front of my studies? Wtf am I doing man? Maybe somebody should just give me 1 tight slap. Whatever, I don't mind getting all 'D's for this semester as long as I don't fail any module. Anyway my university dream has probably vanished since receiving my 1st sem results.
Pardon the emotions in this entry. I'm just trying to be myself. Anyway also like no one read my blog liao lolz. If you visited, just give me a tag so that at least I know I ain't writing a private entry to myself.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I DON'T WANNA FUCKING FAIL AAA OR ANY MODULES. The moment I saw the AAA paper I almost fucked out. Wtf 17 fucking formulas to remember?! I ended up forgetting 1 of the formulas for 1 part. During the exam, I stoned for like what 45 mins? If it wasn't for a toilet break, I probably would have died in there. During the 45 mins I was thinking of how I screwed up my poly life, especially this semester. This semester for ALL the modules, I know ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. I DIDN'T DO A SINGLE TUTORIAL AT ALL. I DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO LISTEN IN CLASS. I SKIPPED A RECORD AMOUNT OF LECTURES. Seriously, I'm thinking of quitting the poly if I fail anymore modules. I've had enough shit. Studies just really might not be meant for me. Call me lazy or whatever. You can say I'm actually smart or something I don't know. I just don't like studying. The interest in studying, if it was even there at first, is gone. Maybe it's the modules, maybe it's the environment I don't know. Then again, even if I quit studying, what can I do? Become some ah beng? No fucking way. Really, what can I do with just an O lvl cert? JC is a strict no. Ok maybe JC can but I doubt they'll take me. Taking another course in year 1 like Ace would mean wasting 1 more year which is another 'NO' to me. Anyway, not particularly referring to anybody, just that I think poly life is too single-minded. Too much shit going around everywhere that sometimes or even most of the times, I can't be myself. I can only be myself to people I can click with and there are only like a handful of them around.
My best shot now is to try to do as well as possible for the remaining papers and see how I fare with them. Even that is a chore for me. I just wasted the entire friday and saturday not studying a single thing. Can you believe I put basketball and games in front of my studies? Wtf am I doing man? Maybe somebody should just give me 1 tight slap. Whatever, I don't mind getting all 'D's for this semester as long as I don't fail any module. Anyway my university dream has probably vanished since receiving my 1st sem results.
Pardon the emotions in this entry. I'm just trying to be myself. Anyway also like no one read my blog liao lolz. If you visited, just give me a tag so that at least I know I ain't writing a private entry to myself.
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