Attachment's over.. School starts..

Attachment's over.. My last day of attachment was on last Friday (12-10-07). Damn, can you believe that I actually miss my attachment? I miss a lot of things.. All the crapping, the "IMBAs", the "buay gams", the "Ma Yi Mon Soes", the "Dennis Ramesh Son Of Johns", the Up-Up Gang, really funny TP cases, lunchtimes, slacking times, feedback sessions (LOLZ) etc. I don't really wish to go back to school even though I have to. Just quite sian that I have to study again. Well at least I gotta make sure that I do better this sem as compared to last sem.

Anyway, I made a lot of new friends from my attachment. It was great I tell you, I enjoyed it totally even though there were some bad days like bad calls or supervisors who just don't wanna help but all's cool.. Life's great as in usually we just miss and think back on the things that happened once they are over. We don't think about the bad things, only the good ones (unless of course there are ppl who really, really leave a bad impression on you la). Well we took a lot of photos after our work ended (lazy to post them up here.. They are on friendster with the exclusion of some..) and then we went to China One to chill. Hahahaha it feels damn great to be high. Gotta thank Baba though if not I would have done some crazy things. Almost vomitted while waiting for taxi but heng I didn't.

Haha let's meet up soon! Can't wait to see you guys again on saturday!

Ok anyway does anybody rmb about the philosophies part I wrote in the last entry? I just remembered one. Well here goes: I might be wrong here, but I just got this feeling that I can't really speak up what I wanna say to a close female friend after she has a boyfriend even though I also know her boyfriend. Cos there are things that you might not wanna let her boyfriend know but you are afraid that after telling your close female friend, she would in turn tell her boyfriend about it (cos ppl who are in a relationship should be honest with each other right?). So in turn, I tend to speak up less and might come off as dao. It's not that I'm dao or I don't like their boyfriends, it's just that I got this feeling on this matter la. I might be stereotyping but who cares. Anyway, I'm not referring to anyone in particular, I'm once again, just speaking up my mind on my blog even though I only got like what, 3 readers left? Hahaha.

Random.. Random..

Update update:

Well attachment has been great! I like my attachment now. I mean all the people I know there are great. Sibei gam la!! Our work is actually considered slack la even though I still hate the working hours and the 5.5 day weeks (ZZZZZZZZZ monday blues coming up again). I've been reporting late for my work recently (as in really late.. Like late for 1 hr that kind). I damn scared I fail my ITP. Fail ITP = redo ITP next holidays with NO PAY. No joke man, if I fail my ITP, I'm gonna appeal and maybe burn down ******* (jk nia, relax la.)

Ok time to blog some other random thoughts.. Hmm I have this feeling that my closest friends are the ones whom I don't play "Fight Club" with. I don't know about girls making friends with girls, but as far as I can see, when guys make friends with other guys, we still hold back a little and not show our true self. Some even go to the extent of acting all cool and stuff. Anyway, guys who play "Fight Club" with each other is IMO, losers and you definitely don't see me spending a lot of time with these people unless they change for the better. I can tell you, FAKE PEOPLE DISGUST ME. Maybe it's just me cos I stopped trusting ppl easily after Sec 2 and I mean I SERIOUSLY don't trust ppl easily now. Of course my family members and my closest friends I can trust them la. Haha anyway I realised that ppl don't trust me easily too. Is it I really got that "Tell me more about you and I'll disclose all your stuff to everyone" kind of face? Maybe ppl think that I'm dao. I'm not dao la, I'm just shy. I'm a very shy guy you know =)

Ok la, once you unlock me, it'll be hard to stop me from having fun. Good way of unlocking me is to make me laugh like mad.

P.S. I'm not emo. Not at all. In fact, I'm enjoying my life right now. It's just that I had these thoughts in my mind for quite some time liao but was pretty lazy to blog them. Ok so now it's done. I think I still got some philosophies/thoughts that I kinda forgotten. Wait till I recap on them then I blog them here. =)